Simply U n Mi

now its 2.39pm.. i have tuition at 430pm and i going off at 3pm.. arghhh.. during lunch break, we r discussing abt sumone.. haiz..

i ask a qn.. is it v important getting high grades in poly? even if u get 4.0 pointer, u don have enough money to afford for expensive tuition fee.. but for other people, i tink is different cos he/she is rich enough to get in university.. another stupid thing is that they r competing for CCA POINTS.. ya for mi, sumtimes i tin cca points is kinda important cos it is easier when we go out to work.. but for him/her, he/she wan to have higher cca points than that person cos he/she wan to win him/her.. OMGGGGG!! I HAVE NO COMMENTS!!

i have decided not to get closer to tis person cos it is not worth to have such a realistic frene.. it is so irritating when seeing his/her actions..

11:38 PM

suddenly im so scared.. scared sumtink will happen in a few mths later.. suddenly feel v cold towards each other.. maybe im sensitive about it.. i know he was busy wif work n oso lots of co stuffs n oso handling those weird weird ppl in thr.. how i wish he can share his burden wif mi, helping him along the way..

looking at him so tired.. my heart broke into tears.. have the urge to buy some tonic food or some nutritious food for him to eat.. omg.. my tears started to drop nw while writing.. wanna ask him everyday:
1) r u tired?
2) anytink to help?
3) if u r tired, i can help u ok?

hope he knows how i feel.. sumtimes im tinking am i useless.. he always bought my favourite pink dolphin for mi, sent mi bck hm frm west to east even though it was quite late alrdy n he had to go bck hm frm east to west.. n i didnt get n do anytink for him... ya u all shld think im such a useless gf..

(dear: i will be always be there for u.. u need extra hand to help.. use mine.. u need extra brain.. use mine.. help out each other.. this is what relationship is for)

9:45 AM

HAHA.. ytd i cut my hair until abt shoulder length.. a bit regret but stil v comfortable wif it.. n oso i webcaming wif bro ying cos i wanna let her c my 'cutie' hair -_- ... she laughed (u can c frm her facial expression).. haha i love her laughter..

today jus met jas n siying for lunch for the last min cos jas sick n she went to clinic n get some medicine.. (Rest well, jas!!!).. n we tok jiao wei lyk always... HAHAH..

ohh i haven meet dear since last sat.. MISS HIM SIA!!! gona meet him soon tml during co prac.. (choir public performance is coming.. DREY, better buck up!!!)

ok, signed off!!

1:49 AM

so cute rite? ohh my dear dear.. (bro, stop laugh hor)

actually im glad to have him around.. because he always give mi e best that he can.. oh my god!! i miss his smell, his laughter n his everytinks nw.. hehe..

yeah! tml is my shopping day.. omg.. i haven been lyk tis since many months... everytimes when going out wif bro ying, i always giv moody face because no $$.. sian de lor.. but nw i have earned sum le n what bro ying's mum says, mus pamper n reward myself after working so hard.. actually she is true to say..

p/s: sumone v thick skinned to do such tinks.. tis is not ur first time happening.. last time i always ok tis ok that.. but nw... NOO.. i cannot be lyk tis forever.. i mus take action... ACTION!!

8:26 AM

haiz... ppl always say love is in the air... but do those ppl really think that love really is in the air? talk like shit lor.. to tis person whom i love and care for... i don really feel she have love in the air..

TO MY PRECIOUS JASLINE!!

i have seen all the incidents that you have been through of all your relationships.. you have been through ups and downs.. mi n bro ying really feel upset and angry for u... BOTH MENS, BOTH FEELINGS, BOTH PROBLEMS... if it were mi, i really don know wat to do.. i will keep myself aside and don care abt outside world.. BUT U, u make us feel that u r v brave to face your heartbroken relationships... humans have feelings.. once it is hurt, there will always scars and stay there in your heart forever..

BUT..

U HAVE MI N SIYING to accompany you to walk down for your rest of your life... OUR LAUGHTER, OUR JIAO WEIS!! jas, u rmb?

SOME ENCOURAGING WORDS FOR YOU!! STAY STRONG AND HAPPY!! WHEN U FELL DOWN, HAVE MY AND SIYING'S ARMS TO PULL YOU UP!!

11:00 AM

nw at home studying.. sian tml is my final exam.. JIA YOU!!

sometimes im tinking whether i have done my very best to my best frenes... as in spending times toking wif them, sharing their thoughts and burden... sometimes i thought that im nt a gd frene.. when one of my frenes having problems, im nt thr caring for them.. in my previous post, i said that i have learnt my lessons nt to take things granted.. i have wonderful frenes who treat mi well but...... im a failure and useless bum.. arghh..

plans for the next mth

1st march - gathering wif my classmates cum farewell dinner wif gary..

4th march - find jobs and earn lots lots of money

17th march - if can, acc siying go skin centre for appointment

THATS ALL, PPL!!

9:03 PM

this year's valentine day was great and memorable.. with my dearest who acc mi to celebrate valentine day..

let's tok abt the presents that he gave mi (got meaning de)..

1) duck (pretend it is him and can always bash him)

2) SK Jewellery necklace - heart with a key (always love mi and lock my heart)

3) dry flower bottle - actually got sunflower and sponge rose at e front of e bottle (always c mi smile like sunflower and i love u(for sponge rose))

Meaningful right? when he wrote this to mi, i damn touched.. meanings were wonderful and touched to tears.. haha..

For today's celebration (11 feb)

we went to watch "valentine day" movie.. it was great and awesome... although there is sexual scenes, but it is good overall... and oso quite funny.. I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT AND JULIET ROBERT! we went to eat hans before the movie at marina square.. after that we went to esplanade rooftop... hehe.. no need to say further..

overall, this year valentine day was great... not like previous valentine day.. i always celebrate alone.. c my brothers happily enjoying their valentine day but i nv show out cos i don wan to spoilt their happy mood...

p/s: DEAR!! i love u always!! im nt desired to have a lot of expensive stuffs like other gals.. i jus wan u to be happy and cheerful forever.. always have ur cheerful face in my mind..

8:12 AM